Friday, 22 March 2013

Because I was His idea


He looks at me with a smile, even when i don't feel beautiful, 
He looks at me, looks at every detail of my face and body and he smiles
Because i was his idea!
He feels content and proud when i do well, when i work hard, 
He looks at me and smile because i was his idea.
When i cry out to him and surrender, he puts his arms around me, 
He comforts my soul and my spirit,
Then he looks at me and smile because i was his idea.

When i am able to keep my hands above the waves,
When i decide that throughout every storms i will bend but i will not break,
He looks at me and smile because i was his idea!
And regardless of all my mess and mistakes, he sees the best in me and smile because I was His idea.
When I am weak he always whispers 'you can do it' and when i overcome my fear and shout 'O Lord you are my strength', he smiles because i was his idea.
Even in the middle of darkness, when i was lost and couldn't find my way, He met me there in that place of despair because i was His idea. 
He knows I can't be sinless, He knows my incapability of being perfect
Yet He loves and forgives me anyways because I was His idea.

When i walk through the valley of the shadow of death He is with me always because I was his idea.
He sees the good, he sees the bad,
And the worst of me always succeeds by the abundance of His loving kindness.
When I feel lonely, when I feel useless, He infuses me with his love,
He reminds me I am purposeful and wonderfully made.
And when He sees that other people's opinions start to define my life,
He reminds me that only his matters, He reminds me that I was His idea.

In every circumstances His love prevails, his love remains because I was His idea.
He enjoys watching me live, enjoys watching me sleep because I was His idea!
He has watched me fail, he has watched me learn-he calls it growing.
He enjoys me at every stage of my development because I was His idea!
Never will he share me with the world! I was His idea.
His love is patient, his love is kind
His love never gives up on me, never loses faith in me because i was His idea.

My Daddy wants the best of me, He wants the best for me because I was His idea.
Forever I will remain His.
I will humble before him, for no other reason but to worship
With all that I am I will praise Him
I will call on no other name but Elohim
I will Love him supremely, trust in him completely,
Thank him continually and obey him wholeheartedly.
And all of this because I was His idea!

Alvezido ;-)

Saturday, 2 March 2013

Yesterday is over, Tomorrow's much brighter

I remember the joy and yes I remember the pain... 
The tears, the happiness
I'm living life all over again. 

Once a love story, a dream, a beautiful romance
Who would have thought this would turn into this hurtful nightmare?
My heart filled with anger and regret, disappointment and bitterness, I often wonder how I would make it through another day.
Because you see, the pain I felt...no let me rephrase 
The pain I am feeling is so intense 
I cry everyday Dear Lord, when will this end?

But life is about choices, they say...
And the choice of being happy I own it! So why not make it?
It is enough! I no longer wanna live this way!
Crying everyday, holding on a dead past, such an unhealthy mindset!

More than 2000 years ago on that cross the deal was done!
My Father lifted me out of the pit of despair!
So why am I holding on to a past that I can't change? Why am I still living in this mess?
I have been through this already, I am going through this again! 
But It is FINISHED, it is OVER I declare!

Opening the curtains of my heart and life, it is time for the sun to shine, bringing back my summer days!
Lord fill my heart with a new song to sing! Fill my heart with a hymn of praise, fill it with a new melody.
I am moving forward, no more looking back at yesterday!
For yesterday is over and tomorrow much brighter. 





Go and FLOURISH!
Alvezido